It's very clear my mom was an emotional unavailable mother, and my dad an alcoholic. That makes life so hard for me as a little girl who needed parental love.
I needed my parents love so bad but they couldn't give it to me. I gave up long time ago, I gave up on love antirely I grew up with very low self esteem, confidence and self worth. I had no boundaries I developed people pleasing tendencies because of fear of rejection and abandonment. Life hasn't been easy I had to thrive and learn on my own. Parental love indeed is a foundation of any healthy child to an adult. Lacking the love of parents affected my self identity I didn't even knew who I was. I struggled to form healthy relationships trough out my life. Was very glingy and scared at the same time.
Over the years I developed mental health issues, like depression, that escalated to bipolar depression, PTSD and anxiety. I have been managing symtoms trough treatment I am recovering and getting better each other. Why am sharing this with the world, I just want to share to parents and those who will be parents in the future on how it is important to love their children.
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